Words can’t bring me down…
How does God want me to live? In order to answer this, I have to understand my thoughts were conditioned from past experiences. I also need to change my perception about things, see the beauty around me; look at nature to find a sense of sacredness. Spirit is formless and being still will help me experience it. Am I still breathing? If I am aware of my breathing, I will achieve a State of Presence - being present in the moment determines how I should live my life — I have a choice on what I need or want to do in the present moment without resistance (being at one with what happens), without judgment and without attachment.
I felt hurt about something, then I realized it was just my ego talking. I want to react but I know it would not be wise to do so. People have the right to freely express their opinions, it just sucks that most don’t take responsibility of the possible consequences…I have to live with that, but I don’t need to dwell on it. Right now, I am trying to get over it and move on. It shouldn’t matter what people call me, what matters most is what I answer to.
